Heart Berries: A Memoir, by Terese Marie Mailhot was from the July selection of suggested books in my literary diary. Again, it was the only one I could get hold of in electronic form from my library. I hadn't heard of it before, but I was looking forward to reading a memoir from a Native American woman - a voice I'd not really heard before. The origins of the book are that following the hospitalization of the author and her subsequent diagnosis of post traumatic stress disorder and bipolar II disorder, she was given a notebook to write down whatever she wanted, as part of her therapy. Heart Berries is the result. I did not find this an easy read. The story of her dysfunctional upbringing to her random relationships with men, self abuse with alcohol and drugs and the removal of one child and the fear of losing another are heart breaking. But also, the way the memoir is written - which felt like a repetitive circular nightmare, where you never were quite sure what was a true memory or something a bit more hazy, I found tough to navigate. Other reviewers found this poetic and powerful. Yes, it is powerful, with some elements hitting you really hard, but poetic, I'm not so sure. It is a book I can admire for its bravery - the author really "puts it all out there, warts and all", and it definitely gives an insight into the struggle of coping with mental illness. However, I found it incredibly depressing and confusing and hard to get to grips with - maybe that's the point! It is, perhaps, one of the most disturbing books I have read and I was grateful for its brevity as I wasn't sure I could take much more. I know many people rave about this book, but it's just not for me!
My STAR rating: TWO.
Length: 160 print pages.
Price I paid: free, borrowed from the library.
Formats available: print, audio CD, ebook.
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