So, hot on the heels of the letter Z came the letter X! This might have presented a bit of a challenge until I came across Shanghai Tango by Jin Xing in the e-library collection. This is an autobiographical account of Jin Xing, who was born a boy, but became a prima ballerina and one of the brightest stars of the Shanghai Ballet. This boy loved to dance from an early age, but never quite felt comfortable in his own body. At age 9, he joined the People's Liberation Army, to receive both dance and military training. He excelled at dance and, aged 19, received a scholarship to study dance in New York. It was here that Jin Xing experienced different forms of dance as well as having his eyes opened up to the possibilities of a different way of living. Always attracted to men, Jin engaged upon numerous relationships - feeling that he was relating to them as a female, rather than as a gay man. Then, when he discovered that it was feasible for someone to change sex, he took the decision to return to China to make his dreams come true and physically undergo surgery to become the woman he'd always felt he was. The surgery was almost a disaster, and almost wrecked her career, but she was determined to continue dancing and finally achieved her goal, being lauded throughout her country and becoming an ambassador for China through her artistic work. Whilst this story is amazing, I found this book quite bitty and unsatisfying. I think it was because it felt quite superficial and more like a list of dates/events - some of which were monumental in her life - but which weren't explored in depth. For instance, I never quite understood her inner feelings or what she was really thinking at key moments in her life. I wanted to feel the emotions that she must have been experiencing, but they didn't come across. I would rather have had more time on this than the descriptions of her numerous sexual exploits, which left me quite cold. Still, this book does give an insight into some elements of communist China which will surprise the reader, so for that, I am thankful.
My STAR rating: TWO.
Length: 288 print pages.
Price I paid: free, borrowed from the library.
Formats available: print, unabridged audio book, ebook.
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